.....not really a statement~
didnt think i will in this grave of hurt~
it keep hurting and hurting
please ~really please realese me from this feeling~
but dun make me forget the feeling b4 this
but then
if that is what u wish
maybe i will just forget it
to be honest~
i really dun want to lose it
rite now~what i want it just.......................
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
farewell~i dun fell we can be like b4 anymore
current listen media while writing this post : meimou no hate,Kumo to Rouba to Shoujo,Main Theme,Main Theme~revise~,Main Theme -Tsumi,Main Theme- Ai,Main Theme -Tsumi~another ver.~,Main Theme - Yui, Main Theme-kai,Main Theme-kai~another version.~,Main Theme~ Hayashi & Main Theme-Hayashi~another ver.~
just hate me~or rather i will make some of you hated me~
dun need to say crap~"oh i wont be like that"~ or "i will never hated you"
since i will plant the seed very carefull~so your word can i can just click and deleted it~
later yet u will say~this is not me~ me supposed not to be like this~
now i asking ~"what me that you know about??" even u can say u know me ish like this and like that~
some of it maybe true ~but only partial of me ~but u never see all of me~
to be honest even me myself dun know about all of myself~
back to main point here~
i dun feel like i going to continue to know some people like i used to be
sorry~but i can feel any sincery from your word~
currently i want foward this thing to 2 people
1st person~nice to know you~i know you still have lot of problem to handle with~let me just be stranger in your life~ so u wont have to worry anything(i bet ever you??)
just brace yourself with your like~
praying for all your problem will settle and u will have happy and blissfull life with person u love so much~
2nd person-sorry~after all of that~i totally dun know which part of your word is lie or truth anymore~
u say dun want the freindship to be brake ~but then u the one who like making our freindship be like this~it seem like me the one who overreact to recover it back
let me tell one thing~the main reason~why i think i been acted like that~
i think me actually crush on you~that why even when people come and say to ignore you or just leave you alone~i rather not take thier advise~i try to be more and more closed to you~
that why the thing u so -called-it- as -joke(i still wonder if true this is joke or u really mean it)
i become and shocked and called u lied(becoz u say will not having any relation until one certain period of time)
haiz~what the crap i been update here~
come forth my former self~i just to be cheer back~i dun like to be emo stated like this~even i just smiled to certain people~just show me its like nothing happen to be
in fact all the time~i just hurt and keep hurting myself
since when this thing happen?i think it was by the story that happen to be b4 this~ fake story about thing happen to me currently but then it just ilusion that i belive it was a real~
argghhhhh~just stop this crap and i want focus on my study back~already been worse and more worse for this semester~
just hate me~or rather i will make some of you hated me~
dun need to say crap~"oh i wont be like that"~ or "i will never hated you"
since i will plant the seed very carefull~so your word can i can just click and deleted it~
later yet u will say~this is not me~ me supposed not to be like this~
now i asking ~"what me that you know about??" even u can say u know me ish like this and like that~
some of it maybe true ~but only partial of me ~but u never see all of me~
to be honest even me myself dun know about all of myself~
back to main point here~
i dun feel like i going to continue to know some people like i used to be
sorry~but i can feel any sincery from your word~
currently i want foward this thing to 2 people
1st person~nice to know you~i know you still have lot of problem to handle with~let me just be stranger in your life~ so u wont have to worry anything(i bet ever you??)
just brace yourself with your like~
praying for all your problem will settle and u will have happy and blissfull life with person u love so much~
2nd person-sorry~after all of that~i totally dun know which part of your word is lie or truth anymore~
u say dun want the freindship to be brake ~but then u the one who like making our freindship be like this~it seem like me the one who overreact to recover it back
let me tell one thing~the main reason~why i think i been acted like that~
i think me actually crush on you~that why even when people come and say to ignore you or just leave you alone~i rather not take thier advise~i try to be more and more closed to you~
that why the thing u so -called-it- as -joke(i still wonder if true this is joke or u really mean it)
i become and shocked and called u lied(becoz u say will not having any relation until one certain period of time)
haiz~what the crap i been update here~
come forth my former self~i just to be cheer back~i dun like to be emo stated like this~even i just smiled to certain people~just show me its like nothing happen to be
in fact all the time~i just hurt and keep hurting myself
since when this thing happen?i think it was by the story that happen to be b4 this~ fake story about thing happen to me currently but then it just ilusion that i belive it was a real~
argghhhhh~just stop this crap and i want focus on my study back~already been worse and more worse for this semester~
Monday, August 3, 2009
The Decision(how reveal the truth) and The JudgeMent(what should i do)
2 big cases into my life
the decision part~
it seem what i have calculate from b4 the start and until now~
the calculation all goes the very right thing
but since it seem i already out from the field of the cases~
i have too see~either their will left some effect or not
the judgement part
i cant judge anything~just because i been scare by old event that have been happen to me and now its seem be repeat again~
~when the time it fall~
maybe i will just decide to like pretending the thing havent happen in the first place~
i will just watch ~that my job
i will just watch ~that the only thing i can do~
haiz~
after near to 2 month didnt update my blog this is what i write???? -_-lll
the decision part~
it seem what i have calculate from b4 the start and until now~
the calculation all goes the very right thing
but since it seem i already out from the field of the cases~
i have too see~either their will left some effect or not
the judgement part
i cant judge anything~just because i been scare by old event that have been happen to me and now its seem be repeat again~
~when the time it fall~
maybe i will just decide to like pretending the thing havent happen in the first place~
i will just watch ~that my job
i will just watch ~that the only thing i can do~
haiz~
after near to 2 month didnt update my blog this is what i write???? -_-lll
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