farewell~i dun fell we can be like b4 anymore

current listen media while writing this post : meimou no hate,Kumo to Rouba to Shoujo,Main Theme,Main Theme~revise~,Main Theme -Tsumi,Main Theme- Ai,Main Theme -Tsumi~another ver.~,Main Theme - Yui, Main Theme-kai,Main Theme-kai~another version.~,Main Theme~ Hayashi & Main Theme-Hayashi~another ver.~



just hate me~or rather i will make some of you hated me~

dun need to say crap~"oh i wont be like that"~ or "i will never hated you"

since i will plant the seed very carefull~so your word can i can just click and deleted it~

later yet u will say~this is not me~ me supposed not to be like this~

now i asking ~"what me that you know about??" even u can say u know me ish like this and like that~

some of it maybe true ~but only partial of me ~but u never see all of me~

to be honest even me myself dun know about all of myself~

back to main point here~

i dun feel like i going to continue to know some people like i used to be

sorry~but i can feel any sincery from your word~

currently i want foward this thing to 2 people

1st person~nice to know you~i know you still have lot of problem to handle with~let me just be stranger in your life~ so u wont have to worry anything(i bet ever you??)
just brace yourself with your like~

praying for all your problem will settle and u will have happy and blissfull life with person u love so much~

2nd person-sorry~after all of that~i totally dun know which part of your word is lie or truth anymore~

u say dun want the freindship to be brake ~but then u the one who like making our freindship be like this~it seem like me the one who overreact to recover it back

let me tell one thing~the main reason~why i think i been acted like that~

i think me actually crush on you~that why even when people come and say to ignore you or just leave you alone~i rather not take thier advise~i try to be more and more closed to you~

that why the thing u so -called-it- as -joke(i still wonder if true this is joke or u really mean it)

i become and shocked and called u lied(becoz u say will not having any relation until one certain period of time)

haiz~what the crap i been update here~

come forth my former self~i just to be cheer back~i dun like to be emo stated like this~even i just smiled to certain people~just show me its like nothing happen to be

in fact all the time~i just hurt and keep hurting myself

since when this thing happen?i think it was by the story that happen to be b4 this~ fake story about thing happen to me currently but then it just ilusion that i belive it was a real~

argghhhhh~just stop this crap and i want focus on my study back~already been worse and more worse for this semester~